sounds to me like something has happened in the past and your clearly not over it.If this is the case, to forgive is possible but to forget is impossible, sounds to me like a break ...See more away by yourself is exactly what you need…. go find yourself, do some deep soul searching : )
Rachel :
Before I read this, I was in the shower (where I tend to do a lot of heavy thinking lol)
There is a list of things that has happened in the past that hit ...See more me so blind sided that sometimes I think I was too ‘in shock’ to just walk away… obviously, now I have major trust issues. He’s in the field right now training for an upcoming deployment and will be gone till the end of this month right before Halloween. I noticed today that my sense of security is with my kids, always being there with them and for them. Maybe this military thing is just what our relationship needs right now, but for the kids? They miss out on him so much =/
sounds to me like something has happened in the past and your clearly not over it.If this is the case, to forgive is possible but to forget is impossible, sounds to me like a break ... See more away by yourself is exactly what you need…. go find yourself, do some deep soul searching : )
There is a list of things that has happened in the past that hit ... See more me so blind sided that sometimes I think I was too ‘in shock’ to just walk away… obviously, now I have major trust issues. He’s in the field right now training for an upcoming deployment and will be gone till the end of this month right before Halloween. I noticed today that my sense of security is with my kids, always being there with them and for them. Maybe this military thing is just what our relationship needs right now, but for the kids? They miss out on him so much =/